Panda's World

I’M NOT EVEN HALFWAY DONE WITH MY CHEM LAB YET AND I HAVEN’T TAKEN A SHOWER YET, I STILL HAVE LIKE A SHIT TON OF MAKE UP WORK I HAVE TO DO FOR MODERN WORLD, AN ESSAY FOR CHINESE, AND FIONA’S BIRTHDAY STUFF! WHY MEEEEEEE?!?!?

the soundcasters (www.myspace.com/thesoundcastersmusic or www.youtube.com/user/webster1091), light, color pencils, boys with SOUL voices, michael jackson, i want you back, british accents……omFg, charlee drew, planck’s constant, quantum mechanics, electron configuration, fiano, cheeeetah rawrz, chocolate, spending all night on chem lab, light, lunches with kira, north beach, beanies, pretty eyelashes, for susie, D major to G major, seven chords, josh’s amazingness, fur elise, timbuke backpack things, bruises, higgins, macdowell’s twelve virtuoso studies, improvisation, i got rhythm, bass guitar, KEYTAR, taaaake on meeeeee……….more to come

pablo neruda, poetry, roast beef sandwiches, jessie’s phone, caren’s class, open mic, birthdays, wearing summer dresses in the fall, hippies, chill, burt’s bees chapstick, nickyk’s poetry reading, tumblring in english class, morning announcements (gooood morning this is thomas letchworth speaking with adam b. and deanna d. with your morning announcements!), eating lunch in class, tooth & nail, arsonists get all the girls, the chariot, the great urinator + lauritano, zeppelin………more to come

i like you for you to be still: it is as though you were absent, and you hear me from far away and my voice does not touch you. it seems as though your eyes had flown away and it seems that a kiss has sealed your mouth. as all things are filled with my soul you emerge from the things, filled with my soul. you are like my soul, a butterfly of dream, and you are like the word melancholy. i like for you to be still, and you seem far away. it sounds as though you were lamenting, a butterfly cooing like a dove. and you hear me from far away, and my voice does not reach you: let me come to be still in your silence. and let me talk to you with your silence that is bright as a lamp, simple as a ring. you are like the night, with its stillness and contellations. your silence is that of a star, as remote and candid. i like for you to be still: it is as though you were absent, distant and full of sorrow as though you had died. one word then, one smile, is enough. and i am happy, happy that it’s

paolo nutini, garrett nickelson, bradley lake, alex marshall, christopher kamrada, john o’callaghan, brad doggett, jason mraz, and probably more :x

i have a thing for musicians ya know.

the maine, john o’callaghan, youtubing after midnight, hopelessness, life like this, wayfarers, husky voices, tall skinny boys with messy hair, chemistry, things fall apart, gummy bears, fried tofu, sparkling water, kaitlyn’s purple shirt, war paint, halloween, forgetting things, adidas, american apparel jackets (on boys), leather jackets (on boys and in general), nordstrom’s rack, lucky brand, twitter, rip myspace, good burger, christopher joseph kamrada (I LOVE YOU)………more to come

“for me, you know, for me it’s more than just sex, more than anything you know, for me the candy in the relationship is the thing that made you want to go there in the first place. it means you want to say you forget all those guys that could be right for you and i forget all those girls that could be right for me and we’ll go do this together. and sometimes we can get used to each other and get that candy together. it’s just me and you so let’s just go do this together.”

—paolo nutini