…for Life is not a paragraph, and Death I think is no parenthesis.– E.E. Cummings
I'm so miserable right now.
I’ve been crying all day.
Stability vs. Spontaneity
My irrational self always gets in these pick-or-choose situations. I can’t seem to ever make a decision between who I need and who I want. Whether it be friends, love-interests, I wish I could have both the stable and the spontaneous. I’m at my prime— I want to be out there having fun with new people and no worries, but I also need to come home to someone solid, who’s there...
Tonight was perfect.
I’ve become a cheesy mess but fuck it, I have the sweetest boyfriend ever, driving all the way out here to spend time with me…else we would’ve had to wait two weeks :x but I can’t wait for many nights like these to come. Everything feels so right.
Wiz Khalifa, San Fran, tomorrow. Fuck yeah.
come chill with me before brehhh
Guess who's going to see City and Colour in...
I really need to start taking pictures again.
hannahnannahh: I had my grandpa put so much money into getting me the equipment I have now and I hardly get any use of it. If you live in the Bay Area, let’s shoot sometime. Please? Completely free. I mean, DUH, let’s shoot :P so I can spend time with you<3
My upcoming summer indulgences/expenses:
Malibu Grand Prixx with the Youth Advisory Council PRIDE PARADE! Warped tour with Michelle + Jonny, hopefully July 4th Santa Cruz trip with Chris + dear friends Disneyland with Chris + more Camping with Chris, Sarah, Nick + more Sisterhood of the traveling Doc Martens with Carissa American Apparel maxi pleated chiffon skirt + 3D flower mesh jumper Hello Kitty lunchbox Outside Lands...
first phase of munchies begins: oreos and milk....
I am an emotional wreck
I spent so much of my ‘love’ life kind of hiding from feeling anything more than lust for another person because if not, my emotions will rush out into one big confusing mess. For so long I thought I was incapable of really loving a person. I’ve always been a vehement advocate for keeping my feelings locked tight inside stone walls but when I open up, I really open up. All the...
Watching The Breakfast Club alone… having my own 80s movie fest
susiepie: James Franco | On The Road, Jack...
Northern Wind - City and Colour...
obliviatethemind: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part II - THE FINAL TRAILER omg I’m dying inside…. I CAN’T WAIT
Being a heartless bitch isn’t about stepping on other people, or reality...– Kat Von D (via thekatvond)
people so tired mutilated either by love or no love.– Charles Bukowski (via iwasborntired)
Enjoy life! Seek happiness actively. That is the essence of being alive. Find...– Felipe Calderon
I will not be held down.
After talking with Carissa today, I realized that I have to find myself, be okay with myself, move forward with myself before I can do that with another person. I don’t want to be held back or depending on someone to pick me up every time I feel unwanted, unneeded, insecure, or pitiful. I am desperately trying to grasp on to some string of confidence. I know that I have slowly begun to...
It frustrates me how unemotional and insensitive...
I want affection. Is that too much to ask for?